Life is strange

So I thought I need to spend more time writing so I'm going to commit to doing it. I was thinking about how things have not worked out the way I thought they would. Fired from 2 churches, wiping butts and giving showers for Alzheimer patients, my son going off to school and the pain of that only to have to deal with him returning home 7 weeks later. Most of the time I have no idea why life brings what it does. All I know is that God seems to be a magic eye picture and I am color blind.